If I walk would you run If I stop would you come If I say you're the one would you believe me If I ask you to stay would you show me the way Tell me what to say so you don't leave me The world is catching up to you While your running away to chase your dream It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change And maybe I'm not ready
But I'm trying for your love I can hide up above I will try for your love We've been hiding enough
If I sing you a song would you sing along Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull If I give you my heart would you just play the part Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful Am I catching up to you While your running away, to chase your dreams It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change And maybe I'm not ready
But I'm trying for your love I can hide up above I will try for your love We've been hiding enough
I will try for your love I can hide up above
If I walk would you run If I stop would you come If I say you're the one would you believe me
beautiful song, beautiful voice :) if you sing that for me, i will melt HAHAHA.
life's been a bore, now we are entering the stressful phase. a couple more hours we've reached the ONE-WEEK COUNTDOWN. i consider myself rather optimistic, since i only start to countdown 7 days before the actual thing, unlike some people who spend a few minutes staring at the calenday everyday.. :P random places at cp and the school lib have become my second home, and i hope i can press on until everything ends. the outcome of 2 years of JC life lies in these 2 months. jiayou people, be a fighter, not a quitter! :D
OHMYOHMY. it's 1.28am as of now, and i AM still not asleep, YET! ): and i've to be in school like 6 and a half hours later and continue mugging RAWRRRRZ. (actually i don't have to, i just WANT to) life sucks, yet i keep telling myself to push on, cause i just don't wanna see the same thing as O's happen again. like what happened to my bio and physics. true, some may say that i'm just bloody ingrateful for my results, but whatever. i don't know, perhaps i should stop aiming so bloody high and end up disappointed at not being able to achieve the grades that i so badly want to get. BUT, it's only natural to aim for all As since you've already gone so far, right? i mean like, since i've already decided and took the first (BRAVE) step to put RJC as my first choice, might as well make the best out of it, no? SO. YESS. i will continue to hardcore for the remaining 2/3 weeks (i hate counting down so i'll just give a VERY vague figure) and totally forget the meaning of life. and after everything ends a month later or so, i have 8 FRICKIN MONTHS OF FREEDOM woohoo~ while the poor guys have to really start becoming a MAN (Y) ahh yes. mugging at the airport today was fun, as usual. the good thing about mugging there is 1. you can mug for as long as you want, cos airport's open like 24-7, and the starbucks at terminal 2 is DAMN GOOD for revision cos nobody freaking cares if you buy a frappe/mocha and plop your ass there for 10 straight hours. YEAH, IT'S THAATTT GOOD YO'. 2. superrr super CLEAN and nice toilets (WORLD-CLASS) aaand lastly, 3. got water cooler so you can leave like one quarter of ur coffee on the table and just drink plain water for the next few hours if you decide that you wanna study for reeeallllyyyyy long *smirks* OK im damn jian HEH HEHHH. yup. but of course, you gotta pay a price for it. as in LITERALLY. the stuff sold there are usually kinda over-priced so you may just burn a HUGE hole in your pocket if you keep studying there non-stop for a month O: anyway i'm damn tired. will revisit my blog when i next feel like it. which may not be so soon i think :D
alamak. i just reached home and saw the neat pile of books on my shelf. then i realised with shock that i actually have 2 math tys! :O as in the yearly one la. just that one's from 1997-2006 and the other's 1999-2008. GOSH. so yeah anyway the 1999-2008 one is like still UNTOUCHED. so i would be most glad and willing to sell to anyone who wants to buy it :) HEH HEH. it's 5.20, tell me if you want it kay! not much time left! T.T kay time to start studying for H3. TOMORROW. i must. i can. i WILL.
my life is all about mugging, scramble and poker now. how sad :(:( mugged from ten to ten in school today.. the fricking dinner queue was SOOO BLOODY HELL long that i decided to just buy cup noodles from 7-11 and instead -.- SIGH DROP MORE HAIR >< >< >< my fingers feel as if they're gonna drop out anytime soon O:
okay i finally got back all my papers. lots of shock (both good and bad ones) but obviously the bad ones were way more than the good ones.. >< really DISPLEASED with my chem results. on hindsight, i guess i was too complacent maybe? lack of effort SIGHZ. when bio is saved (somewhat considering the grade jump), another subject just HAS to be compromised.. anyway, finished watching he's just not that into you ytd in the library with yh. not too bad, but not too good either. i kind of expected more haha, considering how nice a little too not over you sounds. used to go crazy over that awhile ago heh.
perhaps a miracle would happen so that i can magically score straight As for the A levels. sometimes i wonder if this was also how the previous batch felt. like, was getting an A in rj thaaat difficult during their time too? then when A level comes everyone just suddenly turned into imbas or something. still, guess i shouldn't place any bets on that la. afterall, success comes with hard work (yeah damn cliche, whatever)
prelim results sucked. i don't dare to face my chem grades tmr SIGH. the only consoling thing maybe, is that my bio jumped 3 grades. still not thaaat good either. sian, think i have to buck up alr!
i woke up at 12pm today just in time for lunch at some restaurant in yck grassroots club. it's gim tim i think. nice food :D damn full after that HAHA. went amkhub afterwards. daddy bought me a new hp HAHAHAHA. (Y) thanks man. now both dian wei and i are using samsung phones :D heh. mine's samsung jet. kinda still not used to it yet, but whatever. my n73 is friggin' old. HAHAHA. went pasir ris park after that and cycled for a few hours. haven't been there for quite awhile.. and omg i really sweated like, ALOT. haha. fun evening. went to a daddy's friend's bbq party afterwards, at like 7 plus at tampines area. the baby was damn CUTEEEEE! ahahaha :D one month old heh. :D dw and i were damn fascinated at the seesaws and swings there LOL. drizzled a little, but otherwise all was fun :) gosh tmr getting back most of the papersssss. KILL ME PLS :O
is that all there is to jc life? 2 years just flew by like that? i don't believe it.. 30 odd days to A's, and yet i don't seem to feel thaaat motivated yet. perhaps cos everyone's still mugging for SAT/other random tests, idk. somehow the drive's not there yet. will find it soon. going out for a nice lunch tomoz. can't wait. im finally going out on a sunday.
You are tired of the various 'ups' and 'downs' of life at this time. If only you could win a lottery - or better still, be the heir to a large inheritance which would allow you to afford a life of absolute luxury. This day dreaming will shortly pass and whether you like it or not, sooner or later you will have to face reality.
You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.
It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.
It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.
You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.
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